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King of Cups – Rasha Abbas

Posted: 1 Jul 2017 · Category: Blog, News

I shuffle the deck of tarot cards and deal three of them onto the table.

The first one has a drawing of the Nine of Cups, reversed. Not reassuring. The second has a drawing of the Three of Cups, reversed. Not the best card either. The third is the King of Cups. They say the King of Cups excels at concealing his feelings. I find it difficult to explain to people why I’m as interested in studying these cards as I am in the timeline for the novel I’m working on. It’s set in the United Arab Republic period.

There are lots of Arab shops on the next street over. I wait for my food at a Lebanese pastry shop.
“We’re not here to fight about politics, we want to see your cheery face and eat your good food,” a customer says to the shop owner.

I go back to the boat I’m living on while in London, and scroll through an album of images I’ve collected, examining faces of people from that era, with a cold heart and no judgment. I just want to touch the missing storylines of a relative of mine who lived through that period. I try to guess, staring into a photograph of one of his contemporaries, who was a killer and who was an ally.

Soon a photo will appear emerge of one of the men responsible for the reign of terror in the country. Typical, classic features of a military killer from the fifties. That smile, those frightening good looks.
I try to take a break from the theoretical part of my research on Arab identity and the history of nationalist ideology. In a little garden, two women are sitting on either end of a semicircle bench. I invite myself to sit between them. I listen to part of their conversation.

“Of course not. Plenty of people think I’m Arab cause of how I look. And because I’ve got an Arab name. I work at an NGO.”
“Sorry, I don’t know what NGO means.”
“Sorry, of course, a non-profit governmental organization… they work, they work in development… usually in countries in Africa or the Middle East.”

Translated from Arabic by Elisabeth Jaquette

Rasha Abbas

Syrian author Rasha Abbas is currently on a creative research residency at the British Library in collaboration with Shubbak and the British Council.

She will be presenting exclusive extracts from her new work on Sat 15 July 2017 from 4–5pm as part of Shubbak at the British Library.

 

 

Rasha Abbas’ residency at the British Library has been commissioned by Shubbak and the British Council, with support from the British Library.